Kenapa "Ephemeral Retrospective" ?

itu pasti pertanyaan pertama orang, kenapa susah bgt judul blog nya??

kenapa namanya itu?

first of all, coz i find it cool..hehe..

Well, as far as i know, Ephemeral means "short-lived" or "lasting a very short time" or "transitory", and Retrospective means "contemplative of past situations"..

so, if i may conclude, it means "a short-lived contemplative of past situations"..

well,thats what the words means..but why?

ok,let me tell u why..

i believe,we all live in this world for a very short time..

what, 60?70? thats short!! that doesnt not include those who died young!

so, come to think of that short age of ours, it made me think of what i've done..

in meanings, "have i done great things?" "will things that i've done be remembered when im gone?" "will things that i've done will make I be remembered?" "be remembered,but in what way?" and so on..

well,

thats deep enough for a tittle, i guess..

and surely "deep" enough for an open speech..

oh yeah, and just so u know, i really dont know if that words can really be combine..huehehe..